I don't know why, but all these seems to be fading. When was the last time we were like before? Of course, those time were great. I would much like to return back then. I don't know what's wrong between us. It just seems like everything is drifting apart. Who wouldn't want friends they can hang out, have fun, and play with? I don't know what went wrong. But i find it hard to communicate with you like before. Of course, i can see that you have made the effort. Maybe it's my problem. I mean like, yeah. But i really don't know. And i don't know how to mend this broken relationship. Like seriously. I find it stressing sometimes. I think. But i'll figure it out sometime. Of course, i wouldn't forget those wonderful time we had with each other.
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Monday, November 2, 2009,8:07 PM
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Hellohellohello. Hahah. MIA for quite long, not that i never online and stuff, it's just that i'm too lazy to post. Going youtube like almost everyday, for at least 3hrs on average. My eyeballs are popping out soon. :X Hahah. Watching various korean shows/clips/videos, whatever. Very nice ehh. So these fews days/weeks never really watch TV programme. I think singapore show not that entertaining already. As in for me laa. Like .... Hahahah. Haven't been going for singing lessons for a very long time already. So yeah, can say i quit liao uhh. Like WTH. Why sec3 going to 4 life so tiring oneeee. ! Like so many things to do, all clash with each other. Still got all those AEM course, it's taking up almost all of my wednesday, friday and saturdays. Somemore at SP, so farrr. This wed also have. :X I really regret taking it eh, like take up so much of my time. Got test and project somemore. D: &my group haven't get anything to read up yet. LOL. Other groups are like so into doing already. -.- O.O okto channel showing spongebob now! HAHAHA. Very long never watch cartoon already. D: No life. ... Heeeeh. Ohya, & my results are like so ... Haiz. Sian ahh. D: Today is the first day of bridging, so BORING! I don't feel like studying at all. ! i was sleeping at amaths and chinese lesson. :X ... So siannn. ! & Chinese got alot of homework ehh! D: I want to faint liao ahhh. I don't feel like doing it at all. D: Can don't do? Ahhhhhh! Damnnn. D: I don't want to go to school laa. So sian. D: So sian. D: So sian. D: ARGH. Oh right. I forget what i want to type already. ... Okay. Post next time when i have the 'feel'. LOL. Hahaha. :)
What is all this? It's so ... Everything is like smashed up now. Like mashed potato. I don't like this. But still, i haven't get rid of those feelings i had since 08. But of course, i know, it's ending soon. As soon as those papers are over.
You don't know.
And i'm not having any urge to do it yet. WHY?! DAMN YOU LA. DAMN EVERYTHING. DAMN MYSELF. I hate all this, I HATE IT, I HATE IT. D: Of course, i hate myself. Haa.
Okay, i know this came kindda slow, but who cares. LOL.
Hahaha:D 2nd exam processing day. That's what they wrote in the paper they gave. LOL. Tuesday was the killer papers, like omgomg. Chemistry paper 2 & AMATHS paper 2. !!! Chemistry was so-so. BUT AMATHS IS LIKE WHAT THE .... DAMN ... D: Okay la, i admit its my fault, cause i never practice those amaths questions. But ... i lost the answer sheet, so i didnt know how to know, then i was like 'forget about it'. Ah! then it came out for exams?! Like so wtfwtfwtf. I think actually the questions are okay you know. Cause like i've actually seen them before, but, its just that i didnt practice them. When i looked at the amaths paper, i was like, damndamndamn. D: i didn't know how to do a single question! D: I'll surely fail amaths. D: Its like, ahhhhhhhh. D: Forget about it. D: After school, went movie marathon with cliques, watched surrogates with them. OMGOMG! It's rated 5stars from me!!! So nice. i think it is trilling, yet touching, plus cooool! :D HAHAHA. NICE, SUPER NICE, VERY NICE. (like yknow yknow, my vocab very limited, so yeah.) :D Must watch okayy! :D After that went to watch 'cloudy with a chance of meatball' with runtian, the others went home first. I think we're very crazy. We weren't supposed to watch it actually, because the timing actually clashes. but when we came out of the cinema, it was like 10 mins more and then it'll start, so we decided to watch. :D Hahah. The show very cute. :D &there's this boy infront of us, his laughter also very cute, we were laughing like mad. HAHAH. But surprisingly, okay, actually not really la. But still, ... i think that boy's only like pri3, 4? And he's like saying that at this one part of them movie, they are like doing blowjob* (idk how you spell it) I was .... -.- So young only leh. WL. So dirty-minded. I think i'm like 'more pure' then him uh. LOL, LOL. :X heeheee. So, enough about that. After that, went home, oh ya. When i was waiting for the bus at the interchange.. There's these (i think) 3 guys, about our age one la. They are like talking about going gelang*, they sounded professional. Like they go alot of times like that?
He was like : " you go lorong what derh? I tell you ah, lorong 8 (or was it 18?) got alot pretty ones ah." I think that's what i heard.
"I go lorong 1"
"There don't have one la, so lorong 8."
LOL, LOL. I'm not very sure, but it's something like that ah. I know it's normal for guys to talk about all these, but they really sound like they go and had done it alot of time ley, LOL. Can't stand it. Eww. LOL. Hahaha. -.- &yeah, stayed but late that night, watched movieeee on tudou. Finished 'catch me if you can' the show is nice. But the ending, its like, there's an ending, but its actually the same as not having one. Do you even understand what's i'm saying? Ps uh, english cmi. D: then watched 17 again, fell asleep halfway, so... You know luh. Yesterday, continued 17 again. It's nice! :D Then buffered p.s. i love you. No subtitles, can't hear clearly. Okay, it's more of i can't catch what they are saying. :/ So stopped halfway, watch another day, perhaps, since runtian recommended it. :D Then went to watch coraline. I think it's nice O.O But abit 'shocking' for my weak heart. LOL. LOL. The show is not out in cinemas yet. 29th of Oct i think. But i watch liao lehh. :D :D :D hahaha. Quite nice. :D Then watch 500 days of summer, halfway through, parents asked me to go to sleep. Ah, sian. Then continued today, finished already. :D It's quite nice. :D hahaha, no subtitles also, i had a hard time. :X Tsktsk. :D Hahaha. So yeah that's all lorh. Supposed to go orchard and kbox today, but in the end... Never go lorhs. Haha. Stay at home, watch TV, use com. Ahhh ~ Life's great. :D I wanted to type, no homework, but i recalled that i still have proposal haven't do. D: heehee. I'll do it later. :D Hahaha. Hms, that's all i supposed. ? Oh, and i leveled for pet society twice! :D LOL, i feel stupid. hahaha. :D Okay, i'll go youtube now. :D Post nice music videos later. :D Perhaps. :DDDD heeeeehs! :D
Oh ya, and sec 4 & 5 ! Good luck yeah! :D Jiayous! :D