My mood was awesome just now. Yeah. Just now. Until that someone ruined my mood. What a joke. Shitty-ness. I should have said anything. How i feel so bad that i feel like crying? Yeah. He's right. But i don't think he need to say it so obviously and like it was a natural thing. Yeah. We might not be good friends anymore. But he need not use the word 'strangers'. I know, i can't do anything. I wasn't thinking of doing anything either. NOW FUCK YOU. I KNOW, I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN. DO YOU HAVE TO REPEAT IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN? WTFH IS WRONG WITH YOU? I KNOW, YES I KNOW.

Yes. We ain't close friends anymore. Yeah, right. I KNOW. Thanks ah! Thanks. Yah, your 'secret' is safe. I won't tell her cos' we're strangers now uh? yeahyeah. I won't tell her. I won't.

FACT IS I WASN'T EVEN THINKING OF TELLING HER AT THE FIRST PLACE. HOW FUCKING INSENSITIVE CAN YOU GET? YA LA. I'M A FUCKING BAD FRIEND. YES, PLEASE TAKE HER AWAY. GOGOGO. GO FUCK AWAY. OR I SHOULD SAY WE'RE NOT EVEN FRIENDS? YALAYALA, STRANGERS RIGHT? YA, I KNOW. FUCKYOU. _|_

I'm not going to cry. I'm not.

YA. I know you don't care. I can't be bothered also. This is making my head hurt more. Now its as if its going to burst soon. FUCK YOU. I'm boiling.